buralar renk-siz

hiçbiryere gitmeyen
yollara atmışım kendimi
çabuk yoruluyorum bugünlerde
dikkatim fazla dağınık
kolay sinirlenir olmuşum
annem tek ihtiyacım olanın
bir hemogram ve biraz ilaç
olduğunu düşünüyor
görüyorsun ya
bazen
anneler bile yanılıyor

söylesin biri
herşey aynı rengin tonlarıyken
nasıl sinirlerine hakim olur
insan


üzülme ama
arada eski dostlarla çıkıp
dertleşiyorum
ne olduğunu sorma ihtiyacı
duymayan
beni tanıyan
bana göz kulak olan
dostlarla

endişelenmene gerek yok
bazen
burada da yağmur yağıyor
sen yoksun ama
müzik var hala
ona sığınıp
yağmura açılıyorum
bazen

dünya siyah beyaz olsa da
insanlara mesajlar yolluyorum
el fenerimle
hiç tanımadıklarıma
yak, söndür
2 kez yak, bekle, söndür
3 kez yak, bekle, söndür
ve seni seviyorum
bazen gülümsüyorum böyle

beni düşün
ama fazla kafana da takma
ben hala küçük oyunlarla
küçük şarkılarla
küçük ellerimle
kirli dünyayla başa çıkabilirim
sen sadece renkleri de
getir
gelirken


ps. bu satırların oluşmasına varlığıyla katkıda bulunan yann tiersen'e selam olsun

Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 05:17 | 3 yorum

Rek Lam Lar

dım dım dırı dım dım tısss....
evet sayın izleyicilerimiz, müzikal paylaşımımız artık sizinle
herzaman bekleriz efendim.
http://somethingstupidd.blogspot.com/

Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 00:34 | 0 yorum

kısa

Bazen düşünüyorum da
Babam ölecek
Babam ölecek ve
Ondan geriye sadece
Bana hediye ettiği kitaplar ve
Ve ilk sayfalarına düştüğü
Notlar kalacak
Bazen bunu düşünüyorum işte
Yaşlar doluyor gözlerime

Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 13:40 | 0 yorum

Sally on her likes&Dislikes ( nayır nalan kesinlikle amelieden falan aşırma değil)

itiraf ediyorum seviyorum;
- edgar allan poe
- jeff buckley'nin soooooovvvv riiiıııllllll diyerek içimi eritmesi
- bigün mustang eleanor sahibi olma hayalleri kurmak
- animeler, özellikle death note
- death note demişken; tabiki de 'L'
- karamelli dondurma
- yaşantıma fon olacak müzikleri arayıp bulmak
- sonra o müziklerle kendim çalıp kendim oynamak
-onurla olsun gizemimle olsun oturup muhabbet edip 2 tek atmak
-şöyle hafif doğu avrupa esintili gruplar (beirut, a hawk and hacksaw)
-gece uyuyamayıp şiire benzeyen şeyler sallamak
-ütopyalar kurup orda yaşamak (zaman zaman)

azalarak bitmesi gerektiğini düşündüklerim;

-annemin her planıma taş koyma çabaları
-vişne suyu, vişneli dondurma
-paris hilton ve tinkerbell adlı köpeciği
-eskicinin aynı playlisti defalarca çalması
-yolda önüne bakmadan yürüyen insanlar
-şu can sıkıntısı
-sigaraya yapılan zamlar
-sinemada telefonla konuşan insanımsılar



eaaahhh yoruldum şimdi,,, tu bi kontinyud....

Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 13:34 | 0 yorum

ölüm raporu




Yığılıp kalmışım
Bi ara sokakta
Bembeyaz kiraçten
Hare çizmişler vücuduma
Melek olmuşum

Kapkara ceset torbalarına sarmışlar
Ağlayanım olmamış pek
Ölüler ağlamazmış çünkü
Otopsi için yarmışlar göğsümü
3 kişi tanıklık etmiş bu olaya
Doktor, asistan ve morg görevlisi
Adli bi vaka değilmiş belli ki

Gözlüklerinin üstünden süzmüş doktor
Çok ilginç demiş
Asistana ve morg görevlisine
Böylesini hiç görmedim
Sükunetle başlarını sallamışlar diğerleri
Ve bu vaka kayıtlara kalp yetmezliği olarak geçmiş


Ölüm raporuna aşağı yukarı şöyle demiş
Çok garipti
Evet kesinlikle kalp yetmezliğiydi
Çünkü
Zavallının bi kalbi bile
yokmuş

Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 02:54 | 0 yorum

yann tiersen- monochrome


http://www.4shared.com/file/84475264/3a8c6416/Yann_Tiersen_-_03_-_Monochrome.html?s=1



Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

I am pilling up some unread books under my bed
And I really think I'll never read again.

No concentration,
Just a white disorder
Everywhere around me,
You know I'm so tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Sometimes I search an event
Or something to remind,
But I've really got nothing in mind.

Sometimes I open the windows
And listen people walking in the down streets.
There is a life out there.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me


Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

I am pilling up some unread books under my bed
And I really think I'll never read again.

No concentration,
Just a white disorder
Everywhere around me,
You know I'm so tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Sometimes I search an event
Or something to remind,
But I've really got nothing in mind.

Sometimes I open the windows
And listen people walking in the down streets.
There is a life out there.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

I am pilling up some unread books under my bed
And I really think I'll never read again.

No concentration,
Just a white disorder
Everywhere around me,
You know I'm so tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Sometimes I search an event
Or something to remind,
But I've really got nothing in mind.

Sometimes I open the windows
And listen people walking in the down streets.
There is a life out there.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

I am pilling up some unread books under my bed
And I really think I'll never read again.

No concentration,
Just a white disorder
Everywhere around me,
You know I'm so tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.
Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Sometimes I search an event
Or something to remind,
But I've really got nothing in mind.

Sometimes I open the windows
And listen people walking in the down streets.
There is a life out there.

But don't be scared,
I found a good job and I go to work
Every day on my old bicycle you loved.

Anyway, I can try
Anything it's the same circle
That leads to nowhere and I'm tired now.

Anyway, I've lost my face,
My dignity, my look,
Everything is gone
And I'm tired now.

But don't worry
I often go to dinners and parties
With some old friends who care for me,
Take me back home and stay.

Monochrome floors, monochrome walls,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me.

Monochrome flat, monochrome life,
Only absence near me,
Nothing but silence around me



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Do_HpqILPLo




Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 01:52 | 0 yorum

O değil de

şimdi farkettim. bugün ne güzel ölünürdü be hacı.

neyse...

yatıyımda uyuyayım bari..

Posted by Sally Zucco | tam da şu saatte: 13:06 | 0 yorum